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Susan Romance

Untitled, Oil on Canvas

Oils on canvas are

sensitive to the

oils on skin are

sensitive to my touch

as I reach out and

feel the ridges left

behind by your brush.

I wonder if you ever

let your hand wander

over the piece you

made, maybe to

check if it was

dry or just to

feel the hardened

paint imprint itself

under your index

finger for a second before

you move it away and

mark your signature

in the corner. I want

to think that this

paint was something we

both traced ourselves across,

decades apart,

a silent connection

forged when I realized

I have so little of you.

If we can run our fingers

over here again, I can have

something not colored by

the stories of worn adults or

my forgetful childhood eyes but instead

by the delicate movement of

your wrist, a paintbrush, oil on

canvas and all the time needed

to trace our fingers across it.


Susan Romance is currently a junior at SUNY Geneseo, with a major in English and a minor in film studies. She splits her time between her home in Cheektowaga, NY and Geneseo, and enjoys writing poems, listening to music, and playing with her cats.

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Susan Romance

Gambler’s Luck

I have been to the afterlife—

not heaven or hell, but just

after (and, yes, I am still alive).

The afterlife that’s

been fed to the living is

a lie, there are no heavenly

pits where fires arise. No,

the afterlife is a casino.

Flashing lights and

blinking noises, the dead sit

around tables, gambling away

memories from the future.

There are no clocks

in the casino (as is tradition),

one spends a lifetime searching

for the soul out of their grasp. I found

him sitting at a blackjack table

(my favorite), and he lost

my high school graduation on

a bad hand. But when

he strikes twenty-one, my future

is in his palm. He smiles, but suddenly

I want more, I want to know if he

remembers the weather on

the day I was born or what

the last gift he gave me was.

I need to speak to you

one more time, but the moment

my hand is on your shoulder

I find I am no longer

in that casino, but instead, at a

lakeside grave and in a future

gambled away.


Susan Romance is currently a junior at SUNY Geneseo, with a major in English and a minor in film studies. She splits her time between her home in Cheektowaga, NY and Geneseo, and enjoys writing poems, listening to music, and playing with her cats.

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